Monday, November 14, 2011
Woot. I got a job offer. And it's not window lickin! I'm so excited! I could just spit sparkles.
Of course it does come with a price. My time. And my babies time. Namely Ro Ro's time away from me (the other kids are in school all day so they won't miss me). I'm kind of torn between this. It makes me sad, but it was bound to happen soon (although I've been looking for freaking ever)- as that comes when you're job hunting.
Anyway I know a full time job will be worth it in the long run. It will help all the kids and the family. I will feel productive again, have adult conversations, and work hard!
I never had a problem with the older kids and going to work. Maybe it's because Rowan is my last baby. I want to hang onto his babyhood for as long as I can. I guess one of us has to grow up eventually.... I suppose that is good, right? Being responsible and all that.
Anyway I'm very sadly happy. ...and that is a good thing. :)