I had to get an email address to someone I hadn't spoken to in literally years. I knew we corresponded several years ago so I went into my "sent" folder to find the email address. I've used the same email for 14 years. I don't think a lot of people in this day and age can say that. Can you believe I had emails from as far back as 2007?!
So I was reading some and they got me really depressed. I was one sad little person for a long time.
On that same note I am just amazed at the person I was, the person I still am, and the person I grew into.
I think deep down I did (and do) change, but I AM still the same person.
It kind of upset me that I'm the same person. The same attitudes, same morals, the same deep seated feelings that drive me. Sometimes I don't feel very adequate or like I've really grown up that much. I can't change my innate personality, apparently.
So anyway those are my deep thoughts for tonight.