I've been trying to "observe" myself this week. Taking a look at your inner self and not lying to yourself is actually a really hard thing to do. I tell myself all the time I'm a "good" person and I justify some of my actions by this thought.
But when it comes down to it, I'm not a good person.
I overlook my flaws and occasionally they're pointed out by someone- raw and bleeding in the open, exposed for the dirty little things they are.
So yeah. At least I'm not a raving jerk (outwardly). But.... I do still have a lot of growing up to do. I guess that never really ends- does it?
ps- I don't think any amount of growing up will make me a better morning person. It will just never happen.